I can’t imagine a better life than today. Now I have that peace in mind knowing I’ve tried my best so far, the result does not really matter anymore. I’ve met the most wonderful people in my life that I can share anything with. In happiness and sadness, they are there for me. I’m healthy as well. Feeling blessed so far.
So far I’ve always known what I wanted. I still have something that I want, however it feels so different from it was before. Now that I have more wonderful people in my life, of course it’s not that I always depend on their opinion on whatever path that I’d like to take. It’s more like, in the end of the day it still fun to have someone that will be there for you no matter what.
Some of my close friend says, “Enjoy your life a bit, You’re rushing! Calm down and have a life.” Last year I acknowledged it. I know I always look like rushing in terms of achieving my goals. That’s always how I live my life. While my friends are busying themselves playing video games or travelling, I’m staying here just preparing for something that I’d like to achieve. While they’re sleeping, I was doing online programming exercises, yeah I should admit that it’s probably boring for some people. I was working myself hard as it sounds like crazy I try to juggle between projects, works, and study, yet I enjoyed every single step I took.
Now looking back, I don’t regret every single step that I take working myself to the bone. However now I’m also focusing myself more on self-care, fulfilling my bucketlist. Spending more time I have with people whom I care about.
I know that goal will fuel you with the energy to achieve it somehow, but as I’m getting older I realize the goal that I have also changed over the year. What I like right now, may not be something that I enjoy in the future.
You could be happy wherever you are; it depends on how you look at your life.